IF (Infinite Fidelity, Indian Fanatsy, Idiotic Fumble.. whatever)

IF... nice word isn't it? One always try to use this word after making a failed attempt .......what IF i studied MBBS or what IF i became a painter.
The fact which we can't deny is that we chose the position what we are today ...o.k atleast played a part in it. So, all the IFs become useless since we are the one who made the condition true of false when the control flow came to that statement.
Still i can't resist myself asking many IFs. I would like to categorize my ifs to two sections. one positive and one negative.

ONE
what if i didn't chose GMAT to write and stuck with my techie job?
what if i don't cross even 700 mark (yes, EVEN 700 mark)?
what if i didn't get a job after spending much in a foreign b-school?
what if i really don't like the MBA stuff after learning what it is?
what if i meet an accident in the mid air leaving all my loans to my father?
Am i going too far?? May be yes but can some one deny all these possibilities.

TWO
what if i got 800 in GMAT?
what if i got to my dream college(do i have one?? yes:)) and get into a great company as a manager?
what if MBA is really what i expected?
what if i met with a strikingly young intelligent women in the plane who was destined to be my beloved wife?
Am i going too far?? Again..... may be yes but can some one deny all these possibilities.

Two guys in the entire universe have the strength to make a difference.
1. Me
2. God (oppurtunity, fate, luck, destiny - the name might differ based on who you are)